Thursday, September 28, 2006
with LOVE ; *
3week 1day le..!!! 6more days =D
ok..start posting
so mani event happen during tis 2days..
ytd went out wid dardar, irene, jianxiong, nic n eepeng..
watch movie at the cathay..
air-con so cold..brrr
den dardar cos so scare..
hold mi till so tight..
hahaz
den after tt..we went to 85 market to meet yi jian n guohui..went to hav our dinner..hehe =D
den cos my dardar stomach not feeling veri well..she not realli tt active..but she still manage to walk frm 85 back to my hse there..den after tt..we chat at the void deck b4 nic send eepeng home..after tt..we sat there awhile longer b4 we proceed over to ecp..sat at the mac for quite some time..chit-chat..had alot of fun n laughter lahz..after tt..we went to somewhere near the beach..to play poker..having lots of fun as usual..but one bad tink..dammed cold lahz..hahaz
den at ard 6, dardarn roy fell asleep wid dardar lying on my lap n roy lying on the table..n for irene..she jus sat ard lo..den went over to the bench near the sea to sit n enjoy the breeze..den at ard 7, we left ecp..den irene n xiong went to some other place while mi n dardar took a bus back to inter first..cos i c dardar veri tired liao..after i buy a pack of nasi lemak..we took 38 back home..
after reaching home..dardar lie on my mattress to slp while i use the computer..but cos i oso veri tired le..so i went to slp at my mummy de bed..but when dardar wake up n din c mi..she so scare..den when leave my hse le..cos she so scare..she cry again..hais..sorri dardar..i shd not hav left u alone..i shd keep company by ur side..
den finally dardar calm down le..den i assure her tt no matter wad, i will not leave her..she will be my love 4ever..den after tt..we hug each other tightly..
reach city hall le, den wen to funan..n cos dardar hungry le..so she had mac while i go up myself to collect the laptop..but dammit..still not ready la..so i went back down to mac..den after dardar finish her breakfast..we sit there chat awhile lo..while chatting..somehow we jus wanna hold our hand together..den after awhile..actually wanna leave de..but raining..no choice..hav to stay at funan..den mi n dardar went to roam ard in funan..looking at computer games n stuff lahz..den finally the technician call n sae my laptop is ready for collection..so mi n dardar went up to take..but so mani ppl lo..waited till dardar fell asleep..hahaz..guess she is jus realli veri tired ba..
after take laptop le..went to take bus..but so suay..while on the bus..while i hugging dardar..saw my dad..knn..tot he nvr sae ani tink la..but i noe go home sure tio kan de..den nvm..after tt..i still continue to send dardar home..after tt..i went home myself..n guess wad?i miss my stop again..tis time alight at simei..dammit..second time in a mth liao lo..
den nvm..i reach home le..had some tink to eat b4 goin to slp..den at 8+, dardar call to sae she online..so i sae i slp awhile longer b4 goin online..den sadness begin..
when i woke up, dad there kb..sae wad my age not suitable for bgr, hug in public lyk wad..den is lyk..wtf, ur tinking still ramain in the olden time lo..i noe u n mummy no romantic lahz..don need jealous lahz..kau..den he there sae sae sae..den i here left in right out..right in..left out..hahaz..hu cares man?so wad if i let u catch mi one more time?even if i let u catch a thousand time, a million time..i still wanna hug my dardar..wad can u do?u tink i care abt wad u say?i tell u..i don..over my 17yrs in life..except for providing mi wid the basic to live n study plus money..wad did u eva do?NTH..i hav had enough liao lo..my parent are not even fit to be my parent..if u wan mi to respect u..at least u shd show mi some respect..money n study is all u care..did u eva show mi love?no..u DON..don force mi one day to die right b4 ur veri eyes..n make u regret for the rest of ur life..trust mi, i will
but wad makes mi hurt the most is not tis..is my clique..actually strike my name off the list?argh!!! 4get it..i don feel im in my clique ani wae..ani tink oso left mi out..den wad's the point of mi staying in it?i don need frienz liddat..i can survive on my own in IT..n since u don regard mi as ur frienz..pls kindly fuck out of my life..
to dear: i realli feel the love in us growing deeper esp after todae..our love is make strong wid obstacles..n no matter wad obstacles await us,i will hold ur hand tight n go thru thick n thin wid u..love ya lots..muackz
12:39 PM
Tuesday, September 26, 2006
with LOVE ; *
ok..after a few days of unhappy post..todae finally gonna post some happy stuff..
went out wid dardar tis morning to funan digital life mall..went to fix my laptop..so mani tai ji..
den after tt..we walk all the wae frm funan to marina square to hav my breakfast cum lunch..haha..cos dardar not feeling well..so we sat there for some time..so tt she can hav some rest lo..while i having mi lunch too mahx..hahaz..
after tt..we went to walk ard marina sq..walk here walk there..looking at bears..lolx..den went to arcade..where dardar play some of the games there..while i watch =D
den after tt..cos realli nth to do le..so went to suntec..AGAIN! lolx
somehow mi n my dardar..no matter go where..we will happen to go to suntec..lolx..
den at suntec..we went to our usual place.."tasty treatz"..lolx..
at there..tok to some of the tenants there..den went over to tok to beehoon..after tt..took some of the winning cards to play..n guess wad?my luck got better..i finally got the Bee Cheng Hiang which i wanted to get on fri but cant..!!! lolx..
den went to sort out the losing card..nth to do again..took the winning card to play again..hahaz..n guess wad..tink im jus lucky wid my dardar by my side ba..got the euro-delight which my dardar wans..hehe =D
after tt..we sat there to chit-chat till 4.30..den finally we made our wae to tp..cos dardar having dance mahx..on the wae there..dardar lie down to slp..comfortable hor?hehe =D
after 1hour of slp..she finally woke up..n we got down frm bus to change bus..den after sending her to sch..i went home..nw im at home blogging while waiting for her to dismiss..hee..
dardar..maybe in our relationship..there is sth tt we sure r unhappy abt each other..we might quarrel..but no matter wad..right down in my heart..the onli person tt i love is onli u..n no one can replace u in my heart..i don wish u to hide ani tink frm mi jus lyk i don hide ani tink frm u..kk?
love u lots..eternity love~
11:03 AM
Sunday, September 24, 2006
with LOVE ; *
ha..somehow, tis blog become a place where i shout out all my sadness le ba =(
realli kinda sad todae lahz..somehow dunno y
dardar..i noe if u c tis, u gonna cry again..
but somehow, i realli don wanna hide my feeling..
jus lyk how i tell u not to hide ur feeling..
tis morning u msg mi..
but im realli too tired, so i jus reply back ur msg..
but after each msg, i din get ani reply le..
guess u r sleeping on the bus or has alrd reach sch le ba..
den in the afternoon,
when i call u, u sae u wud call mi back ltr..
but u din..
honestly, i was abit de sad..
when u msg mi in the afternoon,
sorri i show u attitude..
i shdn't hav..
but dardar, next time jus at least gave mi a msg..hao ma?
i noe it is kinda difficult for u to tok in ur instructor car, but at least a msg to tell mi..kk?
rather than mi at home worrying abt u..
den when u release frm work le..
u msg to tell mi selina went to find u..
den after a few msg..no reply le
call u oso chat less than a few min..hang up le
hais..guess tonight u wun be msging or calling mi le ba?
but still i hope u wud..
at least a word to tell mi tt u hav gone to slp le..
jus a msg to tell mi tt u still tink of mi b4 u slp..
i realli hope u wud do tt... =S
guess im still a failure stead ba..getting upset over trival matter lyk all tis
till now, i hav alwiz been the one complaining..but nvr hear u complaining abt mi..
hais..u noe mahx?i realli wanna noe how u tink, ur thoughts..wad unhappiness u hav in ur heart..
if u don tell mi, i wun get to understand u more..
dardar, when i sae i wanna be wid u forever,i meant it..
i realli wanna hold ur hand tight n overcome ani obstacle awaiting us ahead
i noe i once told u tt i wan u to be urself..till now, i still hope u r still urself..
but while being urself, don neglect mi..hao mahx?
i noe i hav nva tell u wad life im goin thru..i never eva tell u wad my life is in my family..
im jus a child w/o ani love frm my parent..
but when i met u..u realli brought colour into my life..
cos i noe u realli love mi..n tt's all i needed to noe..
i realli love u..n im jus too afraid to lose u..
our time together may not be much but i realli cherish every sec n min wid u..
i noe im not a humorous nor romantic person...
but everydae, i realli m trying my best to make u happy n making u my little princess..
dardar..i realli love u..
don eva leave mi alone in tis cruel world......
~weemeng love vivien 184~
3:04 PM
with LOVE ; *
i wonder wad todae will be like..like ytd?i realli hope not..
ytd waited till 2am for ur msg..but still din receive it..
m i expecting too much frm u?tink so ba..
maybe we jus started not long..
we still dunno wad each other expect frm tis bgr ba..
hais...
slowly ba...i will try my best to undetstand u..
to find out wad u wan..wad u lyk
how u tink..n how u felt against mi...
some1 once told mi tis phrase..
"nvr cry for anyone..for the one u cry for isn't worth ur tears..n the one hu deserve it will not make u cry"
as ur bf, i hav alrd fail to be a gd one..all i can do now is to make u happy everyday
i can't promise i wun make u cry again..but i promise i will minimize it..
i will make u my little princess..hao hao de love u..hao hao de pamper u..
nvr let u be hurt agian..
dardar..i realli love u alot alot..jus wanna be wid u tis life..no one can eva replace u in my heart..love u 4ever..muackz =D
2:22 AM
Wednesday, September 20, 2006
with LOVE ; *
sorri..veri long nvr post le..
kinda busy nowadays
todae is one day i wanna post..
woke up at 8 in the morning..n did the normal stuff
left hse at 9 to meet dardar..
but was late..hehe..
sorri dear..
den surprise tt irene was even earlier than us..
hahaz..
todae work was ok lahz..
slack here slack there..
one day goin past le
den send dardar home..
den after tt..i took the mrt..
but i overshot..
slp in the mrt till wake up..
everybody gone liao..
hais...
so scare den..
ok..tis is the part i wanna tok abt
dardar..i dunno if u wud eva c tis
but i hope u don mind mi posting tis..
i went to the bus stop at pasir ris mrt station..
was so scare den..
faster faster go c wad bus i can take home..
lucky still go 17
den while waiting for 17,
i tot of my dardar..
so wish she was wid mi then..
to comfort mi..
so i msg her..
she miss call back..
n i call her..
but less than 5min..
she sae she go do sth first..
so i hang up..
but i still haven calm down..
den when i board the bus..
i still wanna doze off..
i feel fear..
im scare..
im lost..
however, i feel so disappointed at the same time
in my mind, there is tis question "where is my dardar when i needed her most?"
still, i tot she hav sth impt to do..so i shd understand her
but when she call back,
i ask her wad she doin..
she told mi she testing nich..
hais.......
she abondoned mi to test nic when i needed her the most?
however, she onli bears to hang up the call when i reach home..
so 4get it ba
ani wae..dardar, happy 2week anniversary!!!
4:53 PM
Friday, September 15, 2006
with LOVE ; *
1week 3days....
hmm..todae was kinda bad day for mi lahz..
chatted wid dear while she on bus goin sch..
den after tt..she came down to suntec to find mi..
after i finish my stuff..
we went for lunch
after tt..
becos of some stuff..
both of us were unhappy..
first time both of us become so cold..
hais..
but im glad we r ok ltr.. =D
after tt..i went to gave out delegates booklet
n dear pei irene gave out the flyer..
after tt..
knock off le..
mi n dardar pei irene go esplanade look for roy..
waited for him so long tt i fell asleep lo..
after tt..we took 131 to dardar home..
n i send dardar right to her doorstep..hehe =D
after tt..i took a train n went home..
END OF DAY =D
to dear: i promise i wun be angry wid u no matter wad..n pls rmb tis..no matter wad happen..i will alwiz love u.. =D
3:49 PM
Thursday, September 14, 2006
with LOVE ; *
1week 2day of stead...
todae nth much lahz..
din realli get to chat wid u much todae..
nite time..becos some1 make u unhappy
make u so moodless..hais
N WAD DID I DO?NTH!!!
hais...i realli fail to be a good stead after all
i wanted my dear dear to be happy everydae..
no matter wad..
i wanna her to be my little princess..
but when she is sad..wad did i do?
NTH!!!
hais =S
sometime i realli wonder..m i a good stead?
now i noe the ans..
I DON..I SIMPLY DON
to baobei: sorri, i can't do ani tink when i c u so sad..
i duno wad i can do to cheer u up..
im such a failure...
sorri...
sorri...i fail to be a good stead..realli sorri =S
3:56 PM
Wednesday, September 13, 2006
with LOVE ; *
1week 1day of stead...
tis morning..
dardar msg mi when she woke up..
but tt time i was stil sleeping..
den was lyk replying her half asleep =P
den after tt..
i wake up le..
prepare hao le..go out..
call my dardar...
chatted wid her all the wae till she enter the studio..
after tt..
her dance finish le..
she took 69 back to bedok inter..
before changing to 196 to come suntec n find mi..
chatted wid her all the wae..hahaz
after tt..she went to help mi buy lunch again..
hehe..
love her so much..muackz =D
after tt..
we listen to some music..b4 on-ing my laptop to watch a comedy...
however, i too tired liao..end up sleeping..while she watch alone =P
sorri dear...............
jus nice when she finish the show..
the batt went dead..lolx
after tt..
chatted awhile..b4 yi jian n irene came..
chatted awhile wid them..
den i started packing up n prepare to go home..!!! hehe
after signning out, went to wait for 16
but todae 16 is realli too dammed long lahz..
reach tiong le..oso waited for 123 for a veri long time..
after i send her home..
i oso went home myself le..
not too much..not too less..
11.30 jus nice..lolx
to dear:sometime i felt i jus don understand u enough..but gave mi sometime..i promise i will noe u well..promise to treat u lyk my little princess now..n wun eva let ani one bully u..cos in tis world..onli i can bully u =P
lolx..kidding..i where bear to bully u..lolx
hao ba..
i gonna slp too..
my eye closing oso le..
too tired le..
love ya n swt dreamz..
muackZ
weemeng n vivien 184
3:58 PM
Tuesday, September 12, 2006
with LOVE ; *
1week of stead....
"2dae.. went out wif dardar again..bcoz dardar work till 2pm.. den we arranged 2 go watch movie.. watch "Little Man".. hee.. so i met him at PS.. den we go buy tickets 4 e movie first.. den seems tat stil got some time left.. so we went 2 hav lunch.. ate KFC.. coz i got e coupon.. so cheaper.. hehe.. den after eating.. we shop shop awhile.. den e time is bout 2 reach ma.. so we went 2 buy a drink den went into e cinema lo.. hehe.. but coz still early.. e movie haven start.. its all commercials.. haha.. so bored tat e both of us nearly fell asleep.. haha.. den e movie started.. e movie is so humourous.. n so funny.. haha.. enjoyed e movie..
after e movie.. we took a bus 2 e bus stop near orchard MRT.. den we walked over 2 Far East.. y leh..?? bcoz i wan buy e wallet i saw when i wif Irene e other dae.. so we went there 2 buy my wallet.. its so nice.. after which we decided 2 go Suntec 2 look 4 Irene n e other guys.. when we at e MRT station.. we juz missed a train.. so got some time left.. so i sat down.. n transfer my things from my old wallet 2 my new wallet.. hee.. den e train comes.. took e train bugis.. den after tat walk from bugis 2 Suntec.. hee.. den after tat found Yi Jian.. later found Irene oso.. hehe.. den juz awhile later they finish their flyers le.. so we go walk ard.. den bought rice 4 Nick n e other gal.. of course 4 Yi Jian oso la.. den chatted at near e happy kidz booth..
den left.. dardar sent mi home...dardar.. i got another thing tat i hav 2 tell u.. hee.. juz now.. hehe.. i told my mum bout us.. she din object.. juz say a little things la.. but she din really mind actually.. hehe.. aniway.. happy 1mth anniversary 2.. hehe... " >>> by dardar
the next tink i felt veri happy becos...dardar told her mum tt we stead..n her mum nvr object..keke..thankew dardar for acknowledging mi as ur bf..love ya lots..
oh ya..one more tink..i realli wanna thx dear for being such an understanding n reasonable gf..when i tok to my frienz(male n female)..she did not blame mi for neglecting her..instead she told mi "it's ok, they need ur help"..tt's so generous of u dear dear..love u lots
meeting dardar again tml..she coming to pei mi work..my dardar soooooo good..hee
HAPPY ONE WEEK ANNIVERSARY!!!
to dear: i can't find another gd..reasonable..understanding..swt..loving n most of all pretty girlfrienz lyk u..i promise to cherish n treasure u lyk a precious gems n not lose u 4eva..realli love ya 184..muackz~
3:57 PM
Monday, September 11, 2006
with LOVE ; *
6th day of stead....
finally..
one more day to our one week anniversary =D
love u dear...
okay...
todae u went to work early than mi..
so shd be quite tired ba?
must rest well wor
den i went to work todae..
so tiring lo..
giving up flyer for whole straight 7hours..Zzzzz
den after 7..
had kfc for dinner wid my frienz..
den go find u le..
but on my wae..
sprain my ankle..
pain sia..
bear the pain..n i reach united square..
finally..hahaz
tis time onli waited 20min..hehez
after tt..
we slowly walk home...
den on the bus..
we chat on normal stuff lahz..
reach tiong le..
den somehow..
chatted on some stuff..
i dowan sae lahz..
ltr ppl sae i racist..
hahaz..
den we had quite some fun =D
after tt..walk u to ur door step..
first time to ur door step..hee
den after tt..
kiss u gd nite..
den i go le..hee
hao ba..end of the day..tml still need go work early
Zzzzzz
okok..gd nitez..swt dreamz
LAOPO...WO AI NI..!!! muackz
3:26 PM
Sunday, September 10, 2006
with LOVE ; *
5th day of stead
hehe..
baobei..had a surprise tt i suddenly went down to find u?
keke =D
ok...
todae dardar msg mi first in the morning cos she bring her didi to sch
den we chatted on fone for quite awhile lo..
jus suddenly dunno y jus wan u to noe abt tis blog..
so there u go..
hahaz
den when u lunch break..
we oso chatted on fone awhile..
but cos ur fone goin no batt le..
so din chat long..
den after tt..
u continue working..
i oso continue working..
so tiring hor?
lolx
den cos i finish work early todae..
so i decide to go to united square to gave u a surprise
n send u home...
but hu noe...the road to united square so long..
so tiring lo..walk till i out of breath ah..
old liao..hahaz..
but nvm..
when i saw u..
all my energy come back..hehe
waited for u for 2hours..
finally u release le..
so happy...hahaz..
after tt..
send u home..
at bus..hug u so much..
first galz tt eva hug mi tt way oso..
simply jus love u so much..muackz
after tt..walk u home after alighting..
after send u to ur hse le..
i went to take bus..
den change to mrt..
den back to tanah merah..
den take 38 home cos shoe spoil le..
hahaz..
n dear dear..guess the time i reach home?
12.30..!!! lolx..
hao la..veri late le..1.05 liao..
gonna slp le..tml still need wake up early...Zzzzz
love u n miss ya, baby..muackz
4:05 PM
Saturday, September 09, 2006
with LOVE ; *
sorri dear..ytd slp le..
so din manage to reply n call u..
4th day of stead...
well...
todae alot of unhappy tink happen lahz..
but unhappy r not suppose to be recorded..
isn't it?hehe =D
ok..
woke up in the morning..
msg u but u did not reply..
den call u..but u still have not on ur fone..
so tot u still sleeping..din call back..
10plus msg n call u..but u still sleeping..
hais..
den call u 5min before 11..
u on ur fone le..!!!
but u not pick up..lol
den it was all the way until 12plus..
msg u..no reply
call u..no ans
realli then started to worry wad happen to u
keep calling n calling...
den finally u call back..
den can finally felt bit relieve..
but unfortunately, u not free to come out..
kinda sad abt it..
cos plus todae 3day nvr c u le..
realli miss u alot alot =S
shuan le..over liao
while on my wae back..
chatted wid ya for quite awhile..
hehe =D
den i went to play pool n u continue packing ur stuff..
after tt..u went to ur mum stall to help up
while i went home to slp
hahaz..
hao la..
dowan write le..
realli no mood for blogging..
bye..!
love ya darling..
miss-ing u more n more each day..
muackz
10:12 AM
Friday, September 08, 2006
with LOVE ; *
3rd day of stead...
hmm..
msg u in the morning..
but u nvr reply..guess u bz ba
den call u at 11..chatted wid u awhile..
den we go bz le..
after tt..
we chatted awhile online..
guess thru msg..
we jus don hav ani topic ba?
lolx
while online..
u put my sleeping pic on friendster!!!
lolx..so ugly lo..hahaz
but nvm..n im glad u did..
love ya~
in the afternoon,
i went out wid my frienz to play bball..pool n bowling..
while u..went out wid irene to c her stead lion dance
which mean to sae..
we din meet todae...
so miss ya..
2day nvr c u le..
miss eu so much so much...
muackie~
hmm...
hao ba..tink todae post until here lo..
ltr sure is call n chat wid u till i slp de
as usual..hehez =D
hope to c u soon!!!
i love vivien so much so much
muackz~
12:07 PM
Wednesday, September 06, 2006
with LOVE ; *
2nd day of stead
din get to meet u todae..
i working todae..n u having dance class
so miss u todae..
no one buy lunch for mi!!!
lolx
hais..
dunno when den can meet u..
hao xiang hao xiang ni wor..=D
hope to meet u soon
hmm..
so heartbreak tt u so tired todae =S
hai hao u take a bus home
n
u slept early todae..
if not i more heartbreak..
hehe..
hmm..
hw i wish u were by my side every min every sec
tt wud be so gd..
hehe =D
nvm..
i wait..
still got few more yrs to go..
must wait..!!!!
hahaz..
we must last long long..kk?
love u darling..
muackz~
4:53 PM
with LOVE ; *
ok..
our first day of stead..
well..
i did tis onli on the 3rd day of stead..
early in the morning lahz
hehe =D
baobei~
I LOVE U..
dear...u noe ma
i nvr expect u to be my gf
but u r now!!! hehe
hope our first date was fun for u =D
went to sch to pick u up..
den take bus to suntec..
den while walking..
i ask u to be my gf
n u sae yes..!!!
yeah!!! so happy..hahaz
den we hold hand..
go to the booth awhile to find my frienz..
after tt we went to gelare to hav ice-cream..yummy
hahaz
after tt..
we walk all the way to bugis to shop
nth much actually..
went to c some cd n went to the arcade lahz
but somehow my dardar de game no more le..
so disappointing
but tt was oso when i first kiss u..
i actually 4get the feeling of loving some1 after so long
but im glad u help mi found the feeling back
love u dardar~
den after bit of shopping at cold storage n delifrance,
we took a bus n send u home..
chit-chat on the bus..
den finally u goin reach le
so "she bu de" u..
but still hav to send u home
so jus gave u a goodbye kiss
n u actually gave mi 1 too
so gan dong..
first gal to eva gave mi a goodbye kiss
after reaching home,
call u awhile b4 i slp..
chatted till ur batt flat
hahaz..
tt's abt it ba
05 / 09 / 2006
a memorable day for mi n u..
love u darling
muackz~
4:47 PM
wiishh uponn tha stars. *
wallet
sound system
my own atm card
shoes
clothing
contact lens
memories of us.*
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