Wednesday, November 29, 2006
with LOVE ; *
let's c..when was the last time i post?hmm...22nov!!! lolx..ok..6days..30min more to 1week..lolx..hao la..shall post now..
hmm..tis few day alot of tink happen la..
sat: went to dardar hse..den left for vivocity..finally finish walking whole of vivo..hahaz..
sunday: dardar come my hse do project..but some unhappy tink happen tt day la..was meeting yi jian n nic..but b4 meeting them..we went to nlb to do some research..while walking there..i suddenly felt mi n dardar lyk stranger liddat..along the way..we nvr hold hand..nvr tok..hais..
monday:nth much happen tt day
today: went to sch as usual..den dardar suddenly tell mi she goin study wid a guy tml..hais..she knew i don lyk tt..but she still did tt..hais..dunno wad she tinking oso..nvm ba..let her go lo..do i hav a choice?hahaz..4get it la..let tink take its place..if she meant to be mine..she will be mine la..hahaz..den early in the morning den noe all playing bball todae..n guess wad?i was not inform?ha..4get it ba..tis class simply sux..dunno how to organize tinks de..hais..how pathetic of mi to be in tis class..lol..den after dcnk..we took a bus to the grand cathay..den on the way..dardar say i treat her lyk a toy..my heart broke..hais..4get it la..hais..went to catch happy feet..not bad la..the show..after tt..went to heeren to eat wanton mee..den went over to suntec to collect my pay..dammed little la..onli 203buck nia..hais..after tt..after send dardar up on bus..i oso went home..reach home le..lie on my bed to slp..actually plan to slp till 6.30 de..but ended up sleeping till 7plus..n tt's still becos dardar call mi..hais..den now?mood abit de not gd la..stress up la..everything oso wan test..everything came crushing down on mi..hais..so breathless now..hais
hao ba..still veri tired..goin slp soon le..blog again some other time ba..cya..nitez
love dardar lots..muackz
3:47 PM
Thursday, November 23, 2006
with LOVE ; *
woo..jus realize tt i hav post 50times le..lolx..so proud of myself..first blog tt tahan so long..keke
ok..ytd left sch at 10am..went to the grand cathay to brought tickets for step up..n cos we got the buy one get one free de ticket..we onli pay for one ticket..hee..after buying the ticket..we went to plaza singapura to eat ljs..but we btoh din finish the food..hahaz..den c dardar abit de headache..my heart pain..hais..after tt..cos we no place to go..so we went to orchard library cos i wanna do my dcnk tut..den dardar there reading her book..den after tt..she feel better le..hee..den went back to the grand cathay to watch Step Up..dammed funny sia..hee..n dardar CRY too..wahahahaha..den after tt..cos still early..we went to national library..wanted to go study de..but cos i too tired liao..ended up sleeping..but wid dardar disturbing mi..humph..lolx..after tt..send dardar home..n by the time i reach home..is 8plus le..hahaz..bath n eat my dinner..9.30..den went to do my iiso..n waited for dardar to come online..chatted wid her awhile..den i call her..we chatted till 12.30..hee..chatted for almost 1.5hours..hee..
love dardar lots..
dardar RMB: no matter wad..i will alwiz love u..n i will not eva leave u..i jus love u lots..muackz
2:28 AM
Wednesday, November 22, 2006
with LOVE ; *
hais..had a moody morning..woke up late in the morning..den rush here rush there..wanna get money frm my mum to top up my ez-link..den she there kb..hais..after tt..went to bus stop to wait for bus..but waited kinda long for the bus..n wheneva this happen..some bad gonna happen tt day..n it realli did..reach sch le..had breakfast wid dardar..den went up to outside LT to sit sit n eat nugget..den cos i hand itchy la..use the stick to make dardar de hair..den she angry wid mi..sob..sian..suppose to be in LT now..but where im now lei?in the lab..hais..no mood to study le..ltr still goin out wid dardar..dunno if she still angry wid mi mahx..hais..sian..sob..wad my hand so itchy?if i nvr do tt..nth wud hav happen le mahx..hais..wad an idiotic mi..hais.......
1:42 AM
Tuesday, November 21, 2006
with LOVE ; *
wad a day..sian..early in the morning meet dardar..den go sch..dardar faster faster wan go in lab..but i don let her go..bleahz..den after she go in..i go find a lab to print the hoop notes..den after tt..i went to library to wait for my dcnk grp member..after they come le..discuss for some time..den 12 le..waited awhile for dardar to dismiss..den sat at concourse awhile to do some editing to my file for the hoop lab..after tt..went to inter market for lunch..den took bus 9 to the market near my hse to buy some stuff..den go home..den i hold dardar hand and walk up to my mum..happy ba..dar?hee..after putting the stuff at home..went back to sch wid dardar..den now at wds lab lo..doin nth..sian
ok..now for some unhappy stuff la..early in the morning alrd not veri happy liao..wanna dardar to pei mi till the teacher come..but she keep on lyk wan go in..she wid mi..but her heart is not..hais..den when walking to my hse..i c dardar so tired..den ask her sit down..wanna her to sit longer..but she keep on insist tt go my hse den rest..den finally..i gave in..walk over to my hse..but reach le..dardar dowan go in..hais..last tink..did not wan dardar to slp on bus de..but she is awake but inside her..she is asleep..den i gave up la..let her slp lo..whole journey not feeling veri well..having headache..hais..
nvm ba..let's c wad will happen next la..todae mood alrd not veri de gd liao..no harm another sad tink again..hais =(
pardon mi for being selfish..for no matter how long im wid u..the time will nvr eva be enough..love u lots dardar..muackz
8:30 AM
Monday, November 20, 2006
with LOVE ; *
hee..back to blog again..hee..
ytd woke up early..cos meeting dardar at 10..den i woke up at 8..prepare my tink..den left hse at 8.30..to take bus 12..n becos of tt..i reach dammed early la..sian..wondering abt..den finally..dardar came..hee..n cos i abit de hungry..so we went to the market behind the bugis village to ea nasi lemak..but sux la..not nice..shd hav ate the one behind..100times nicer lo..n cheaper lo..lolx..after tt..we went to national library to study dcnk..n cos i lazy take out my book..so i hug dardar n at the same time..share her book..hee..n cos i scare dardar not unerstand..so i keep asking dardar to explain to mi wad the slide is toking abt..hee..i promise we must move on together..not letting the other behind..rite?hee..n cos we play while studying..so we ended up spending abt 1+hour jus goin thru one chpt?lolx..den rest awhile..den study till 2plus..den we decide to go suntec to walk walk while waiting for irene n roy to finish eating..
den went to buy mua chi at happy kids there for dardar..n i brought a taiwan sussage..both our favourite food..hee..den cos happy kids no space..so we walk ard while eating lo..den went to find logan awhile..den went back to happy kids..den cos i abit de tired..so i lie on dardar's lap to slp..so comfortable..keke..den after tt..dardar sae she tired..so let her lie awhile..den irene they all come le..so no choice..hav to go liao..hahaz..
after tt..we went over to marina..cos irene wanna collect her shoe..but cos haven come..den hav to collect it at cini..so no choice..went back to suntec..took 14 to dohby ghaut..brought the movie ticket at the grand cathay..show at 7.20..still got some time..so we go over to cini..irene collected her shoe..den cos we no place to go..so we went up to the arcade to play..roy play sega rally n daytona la..den the rest of us watch..hahaz..as time is reaching 7.20 soon..so mi n dardar brought shroom meal each to eat..abit de hungry den..n cos dardar hungry..so i let her eat first..dardar open the whip potato..den the gravy so little..hahaz..den when i open mine..so mani..wahahaha..den dardar so jealous..bleahz..but i noe dardar lyk to it la..so i scoop a few scoop wid alot alot of gravy to feed her..hee..den when we reach the cathay le..brought our stuff..jus nice can go in..hee..den waited for the show to start..the show was worth it la..realli scary..but abit de regret bring dardar go watch la..cos too er xin n horror le..make dardar there keep trembled..hais..den c dardar liddat..veri de heartpain..so no choice..took a cab n send dardar home..whole journey on cab..hold dardar tight tight..trying my best to make her calm down..
den finally dardar reach home le..so i go home oso lo..den whole journey..dardar pei mi chat..so swt of her..hee..den i reach home le..go bath..after dinner..call dardar back..but she sae she haven bath..too scare to bath..hais..shd not hav brought her to watch tt show..make her so scare..hais..stupid of mi..-hais-
but phew..dardar ok todae le..hee..
weemeng love vivien 1314..muackz
5:20 AM
Friday, November 17, 2006
Points to take note: Remember, the most important is....love ur gf/bf..don take it for granted..they r wid u becos they realli love u..cherish them b4 u lost them completely.. dardar..i love u and i wanna be wid u 4ever n ever..muackz with LOVE ; *
Fault in a relationship:
3:14 PM
with LOVE ; *
hmm..since dardar everytime 4get post tink abt us..i shall not post abt us too..hee..jus kidding..bleahz..okok..start posting liao la..em..shall not post everything..jus some more special one will do..hee..hmm..cos ytd i lost dardar's sis de hair clip..den dardar veri sad..hais..den i decide to skip cmsk to pei dardar go buy a new one..went to inter..took 196..was playing wid dardar on the bus..but dardar dowan play wid mi..humph =P
after tt..lucky parkway got sell the clip..phew..hee..den shop there for a while..den rush back to sch for the bball match..but cos i c dardar veri tired..so decide to send her to take the bus..let her go home rest first..hee..the match was a gd one..tot we lost..but at least everyone did our best..hee..after tt..force dardar to pei mi chat till i reach home..keke..n so good of dardar to pei mi chat too...hee..after tt..call dardar at ard 11..but she too into her show le..nvr chat..den after show end..she sae she wanna slp!!! lol..den i let her slp lo..hee..
dardar..i love u lots wor..don eva let go of mi..kk?muackz
2:54 AM
Tuesday, November 14, 2006
with LOVE ; *
hmm..past 2day was realli veri moody..dunno y oso..alwiz quarrel wid dardar over small small matter..hais..y m i doin tis?dardar..not sae u don love mi..but...let mi hav a bigger space in ur heart..hao mahx?my heart realli broke when u could not ans mi the question.."if u were to choose bf n frienz..which will u choose?" my heart totally broke..i alwiz tot u wud chose mi..but then..it prove tt im wrong..hais..do i realli hav to not be wid u so often so that u wud treasure mi when we hav time together?do we realli hav to go to tt extend?sob..i cant do it..i realli can't..i realli wanna be wid u every min..every sec..but each time i try to be wid u more..u seems to be further away frm mi..is wad im doin wrong?my heart is shattered..will u mend it back for mi?all i wanna frm u is abit more de love n cherish..can i?
我说我会爱你。。就会爱你一辈子
WEEMENG LOVE VIVIEN 1314
1:48 AM
Saturday, November 11, 2006
with LOVE ; *
hmm..let's c wad happen todae..onli day tt had lesson at 12..can slp longer..hee..reply dardar's msg at 9.30..den woke up to do my stuff..left hse at 10.20..cos meeting dardar at 11 for breakfast..hee..met dardar at baywater condo tt bus stop..but when dardar alight, she sae she having headache..so hearbreak..hais..went to inter..had nasi lemak..lucky dardar headache getting better le..hee..den went back to sch..had iiso..the lecturer sux..dunno how to teach..teach so fast..hello..we not machine..cant process so fast..alright?den finally..the lesson end..went to bball court to play bball..skill sux liao..no stamina oso..sian..how to play match next week sia..kau..den after the game..went for lesson..boring lesson..den lesson finally end le..met dardar..took 69 den change to 65..wanted to go help mummy take meimei de book de..but cos dunno where to alight..so overshot the bus stop..n cos raining..so did not alight..took all the wae to orchard to take mrt back to bugis cos dardar meeting her jiejie for shopping..n cos we reach early..went to bugis to had my lunch..n did a little while of shopping..den went to station to wait for her jiejie..but dardar did not wan mi to pei her wait..force mi to go home..so no choice..went home lo..when i reach home..dardar msg mi..hee..so happy..she kept her promise..every one hour or so..dardar will msg mi..hee..so happy..thx dardar for making tinks come true..love u lots..but some unhappy tinks happen too..
*to devil..devil2nd..angel and to everyone out there*
dunno y..nowaday got more n more ppl eat le nth better to do..went blog hopping n trying to break couple up..shou bu liao..make ur life meaningful can anot?do sth healthier can anot?do sth like goin exercise or concentrating more on ur study can anot?i realli dowan waste time on u all..i wanna concentrate on my study n my dardar..can stop disturbing us anot?wad we do is our business..not urs..rite?if u all r jealous abt how we r..get a gf/bf urself(if u can)..n stop disturbing us..hao mahx?we jus wanna led a peaceful life..a life wid onli mi n her..n frienz hu realli treasure us as frienz..we don interfere wid ur life..so stop interfering ours..can ma?i realli thx u all for tt
*to dardar*
we had been together for quite sometime le..tot during tis period..alot of tinks happen..but each time..we will be alright veri fast..i noe im asking alot frm u..but u alwiz give in to mi..everytime i wish u were there for mi..u alwiz did..everytime when im wid u..i feel love..i feel happy..i feel comfortable..thx dardar..i realli appreciate wad u did..i love u..n i will nvr eva let go of u..don eva let go of mi..ok?love u lots lots lots..muackz mauckz muackz
2:00 PM
Thursday, November 09, 2006
with LOVE ; *
hmm..now at cmsk class..teacher not here yet..so can blog..but even if teacher here..i oso wun care so much..hahaz..so sleepy now..em..let's tok abt ytd ba..went out wid my classmate..went to eat ichiban boshi..jap food..the food still ok la..but ate till veri de full..cos hav alot of wasabi..lolx..cos play "zhong ji mi ma"..den dardar tio first..n dardar cant stand hot stuff..so i help her eat the wasabi..my first time eating tt..still ok la..nt tt bad..hahaz..ate till i veri de "zhang" cos drank alot of water..8big cup lei..hahaz..after tt..went to watch the grudge 2..den jack keep scare weiting when he himself is scare oso..but was so funny..hahaz..after tt..dardar n mi went to national library to study for awhile..after tt..went to suntec for awhile..den go home..now in class..miss dardar so much..hee
*dardar: thx for writing ur blog till so sweet..hee..love u alot alot..muackz
8:26 AM
Monday, November 06, 2006
with LOVE ; *
2:49 PM
with LOVE ; *
hmm..spend whole day celebrating 2mth anniversary wid dardar..hee..met dardar at 9plus tis morning..went to cut my hair..now feel so gd..can spike again! hee..after cutting my hair..we took a train to dohby ghaut..went to the grand cathay to buy ticket for DOA..den went to heeren cos dardar wanna buy a little bag..hahaz..after tt..cos we at heeren le..so we might as well eat the wanton mee inside heeren..not bad..the fried wanton is veri nice..hee..after tt..we went to taka..went to cold storage to find dardar de ex dept manager..they chatted awhile..den we went to far east..brought couple ring..so nice..hee..after tt..we went back to the grand cathay for the movie..the movie was so short lo..1plus hour nia..but it was a nice show la..hee..after the show..we went to lavender to walk walk..b4 we went to bugis..brought a shirt at bugis street..hee..dardar encourage mi to buy de..hee..after buying the shirt..we went over to parco to hav pasta mania..wasted money on the soup lo..it totally sux..so stupid..but nvm..we had lots of laughter there..so funny..hee..todae was realli a veri happy day for mi..hope it was for u too..dardar..i love u lots..promise to hold ur hand tight n be wid u my whole life..u r the destined one for mi..m i too?hee..miss ya lots now wor..muackz
2:39 PM
Sunday, November 05, 2006
with LOVE ; *
DARDAR, HAPPY 2MTH ANNVIERSARY!!! love u lots..muackz
4:00 PM
Saturday, November 04, 2006
with LOVE ; *
hmm..sad tinks r not worth posting..so i shall not post..
lesson learnt todae: let beyond be beyond..
hais..i try to do tt..but can i?i try my best to 4get..i try my best to trust u..but can i?i try veri hard to 4get le..but u brought my fear up again..i try my best to trust u..but u broke it..can i still do it once more?can i 4get it n trust u once again?pls dar..gave mi the confident to trust u again..n don bring up my memory again..hao mahx?don bring up my fear..my fear of losing u..i dunno if i will lose u..i dunno when i will lose u?i assure u tt i will keep u by my side 4ever..but will u?u left mi hanging in the air..will u eva tell mi tt u don wanna lose mi too?or are u still nt confident of it?do u hav the faith in tis relationship lyk how i hav faith in it?somehow, somewhat..i wish i cud hug u tis veri moment..i miss u so much so much..
3:10 PM
with LOVE ; *
SHE CHOSE FRIEND
ha..so great
8:54 AM
with LOVE ; *
had a fuck up morning todae..argh! wad a morning..completely spoil..kau..wad r frienz?frienz r jus a bunch of fuckers..i don need frienz..y do i even need frienz when they don even know wad frienz are?ironic rite?sian la..early morning spoil my mood..kau..jus wish im not here in tis world at all..hais..but luckily still got dardar by mi..if not..i realli feel lyk jumping down a building..don wish to live in tis fuck up world..everything in tis world is fake..jus so fake..living in tis world is lyk a illusion..if ppl don know wad frienz ah..don make frienz..cos they r not even fit to hav frienz..hais..bye for now..no mood to write liao..ani wae..still love dardar alot alot..muackz
4:24 AM
Friday, November 03, 2006
with LOVE ; *
todae is goin to end soon le..another 1.5hour..todae was a fun day..woke up at 6.30 in the morning..seem early ba?but actually i had alrd overslept for 30min le..lolx..den faster prepare..den go out le..todae dardar de bus reach dammed early..dunno y..i jus leaving hse..dardar goin reach le..hahaz..den dardar hav to wait for mi..hee..den at bus stop..c serene..den drag her into sch oso..hehe..after tt..had 3hours of boredom..sian..den break for an hour..den dardar break le..went to mensa to hav lunch..had chicken chop..not bad..hahaz..den went for lec..it was dammed boring..went off after dcnk..cos dardar n mi gonna fall asleep le..hahaz..den we went to national library to slp n study awhile la..after tt..went to bugis street to shop..den went to suntec..walk for awhile..sat at mac to use laptop..den dardar so clever..finish almost 70% of my fries..lolx..nvm..went to buy one more pkt of fries again..so yummy..hehe..as expected..todae was a fun n swt day too..everyday wid dardar is swt la..hehe..love u lots dardar..3more days to 2mth le wor..excited?hee..love u lots..muackz
2:43 PM
with LOVE ; *
another day past..can c dardar todae again..hee..now in class..doin nth..so boring..miss dardar so much..hao xiang ba ta jin jin de bao zai wo de huai li..love her so much..muackz..
dardar 4ever de so cute n adorable..hehe..so happy i found her..if not for her..i cant imagine wad life wud be now..i promise i will hao hao de treasure n cherish her..dardar..noe y i love u so much?it's becos i noe u realli love mi frm ur heart..in front of u..i can be myself..i hav nth to hide..happy..i can share wid u..unhappy..i can tell u..n u will alwiz be there to hear..jus wanna u to be my little princess in my whole life..love u till eternity..muackz
1:33 AM
Thursday, November 02, 2006
with LOVE ; *
hmm..another day again..now at HOOP class..so boring..let's post ytd stuff for now ba..ytd came to sch for dcnk lec..after dnck lec..cos dardar n mi no cmaths book..so we skip it..n went to canteen for breakfast..but cos dardar not feeling well..so i decided to send her home..hee..took 65 wid her..den send her all the wae back home..c her so xin ku..my heart so pain..sob..after tt..i went to orchard to look for anniversary present..kanna cheated by tt aunty..argh..sian..den after tt..i went home..ate my lunch..den slp..so tired ytd..den dardar msg mi..but it was when she reach pearl centre lo..tt was ard 5plus..hais..beginning of sadness..hais..den for the next 5hour..she nvr msg mi lo..!!! so angry..sad n disappointed..hais..was waiting n waiting for her to msg mi..but she nvr..hais..so sad..den it was onli when i msg her..den she reply mi lo..wad a day..den we msg awhile..den nvr msg le..cos i completely no mood..den after tt..dardar call mi..den we chatted awhile lo..when she call..i can't bear to be angry wid her le..hee..but we r ok now le..hee..
dardar..all i ask is abit more of concern..abit more of attention..abit more of care..abit more of love..can i?love u lots dardar..jus wanna hold ur hand 4ever n ever..muackz
2:41 AM
wiishh uponn tha stars. *
wallet
sound system
my own atm card
shoes
clothing
contact lens
memories of us.*
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