Friday, December 29, 2006
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hais..everything todae was good..met dardar in the morning in sch to ask paul abt some hoop stuff..den went to withdraw money n buy our lunch..ate at my hse n use some computer before goin to the grand cathay to buy movie ticket..walk ard..had dinner..before goin back to catch Death Note 2..it was a nice show..after tt..it was sth bad that happen..hais..don wanna go into detail wad happen..jus everything is my fault..if it wasn't for mi..everyone would not be unhappy..everyone wud not be sad..jus all my fault..is right for dardar to be angry with mi..im jus a mood-spoiler..4ever mi..first time she is so angry wid mi..hais..weemeng ah weemeng ah..y u alwiz make her sad..u r jus a useless bastard hu could not gave ur gf wad she wan and alwiz wanna tie her next to u..jus being a pest ard her..u shdn't even exist here in tis world man..hais..wud she even 4gave u for wad u did?well..i guess even if she don..i oso deserve it..hahaha...USELESS BASTARD..!!!
5:06 PM
Saturday, December 23, 2006
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argh! fuck up for 2days..
early in the morning made dardar sad..hais..how stupid of mi..sometime i realli ask myself..y do i alwiz pick a quarrel wid dardar? hais..if i don pick a quarrel wid her..maybe we would be more happy..but Y DO I ALWIZ PICK A QUARREL WID HER? so stupid of mi rite?IM STUPID..hais..den actually plan to go out wid meimei de..n cos becos of tis..i told my meimei sae todae cant make it..hais..sorri mei..
later in the day..went to novena to look for dardar..n guess wad?i took one hour jus to travel there..sian..n guess wad?im dammed suai la..took the 14..so fucking hot la..plus the tv mobile is off la..den whole bus lyk so dammed quiet..lyk a dead bus liddat lo..sian..wan slp..cant slp..wan watch show..cant watch..hais..msg dardar..but no reply..more sian..hais..den actually suppose to meet dardar de mei to go out de..but her mei sae she dowan be lightbulb..so dowan join us..she found her frienz to go out wid..so din join us lo..after tt..mi n dardar went to orchard..shop awhile..den went to dardar's mum de shop..actually plan to eat finish dinner den go upstair do our oopg de..but we din do it after all..after dinner alrd 7plus le..plus irene call..sth happen la..den we rush down to paya lebar to find her..took cab somemore..n the uncle cheat our money la..i rmb taking frm tiong to dardar hse onli cost ard 50-70 cent plus normal charge la..but cb..the uncle charge ur 1.80 more plus normal charge..na bei..but guess wad..when we go down..the 2 of them ok liao..sian 1/2..den after roy n irene had their dinner..cos i dowan too late go home..so we went up to roy shi guan to play mahjong..den everyone of us at least won 2round except irene..din won a single round..poor irene..lolx..but we oso poor tink la..she nvr win..we cant go..lolx..but in the end..she still nvr win..lolx..so after tt..we each took our own transport home la..
when i reach home..my mumy start kau bei kau bu..cb..tt's wad tt make mi most du lan..sae wad if i go out late tis sun..i next sun can 4get about goin out late liao..knn..u might as well ask mi go die..hello..im 17..goin 18 soon le lei..i cant even do wad i wan mahx?cb..i wan hav my own freedom..i wanna be lyk wad other teenages is..tis is my once in a lifetime youth lei..knn..u don hav ur youth..but i wan mine..u got no rights to steal mine?don force mi to my limit..i tell u..i wanna be lyk other teenages hu can stay out late..i wanna do wad other teenages is doin..can't i?my frienz all can stay late..but i cant..everytime when they wanna stay late..i told them i cant..den becos not enough ppl..all go home..is lyk..im spoiling the fun for everyone lo..hais..but u tink i wan mehz?i dowan too..u noe?i wanna stay out late too..but i can't..i don hav a choice..hais..i noe parent wanna care about they child alot..but they shd oso noe tt..teenages will rebel..the more u control them..the more they wanna rebel..if u loosen ur control abit..maybe they wun rebel tt much..do they even realize tis?hais..sometime i realli wish i could die now..n hopefully someone c wad i write here..make it a warning to my parent n all the parent out there..GAVE UR CHILD SOME FREEDOM..BEFORE THEY DO SOMETHING TT WILL MAKE U LOSE THEM FOREVER..N TILL THEN..DON REGRET..COS IT'S U, PARENT HU FORCE THEM TO TAKE THE STEP THEY TAKE........................
arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
4:38 PM
Friday, December 22, 2006
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ok..todae had a boring day at home..hais..dardar went out wid irene to look for job..so here im..rotting at home..sian..was so happy tt dardar kept her promise of msging mi every hour at first..first msg did kept to one hour..second msg..1.5hour..third msg??? 2hours later..hais..dunno wad to say..shd i be happy tt she did try to kept her promise or shd i be sad becos she did kept the promise?hais..guess i shdn't ask too much frm her ba..at least she try to..din she? =(
did not reply her msg jus now..cos i realli dunno wad i shd sae..and till now..still nth frm her..hais..shd i call her?shd i not?argh! fan la..
dunno wad to sae liao..blog next time ba..bye! hope the next time i blog..wud be sth happy =D
11:40 AM
Monday, December 18, 2006
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3:39 PM
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hahaz..jus realise that in another 30min or so..i hav not past for 10days..!!! omg..hmm..shall post now..hee..
ok..let's c wad's are some of the major issue..hmmm.... o.O
matter 1: had a big quarrel..sorri dardar tt i make u feel tt i restrict u too much..realli sorri..i onli did that becos i care abt u..becos i love u..realli hope u understand..but im glad we r fine now..our love even stronger than before..hee..love u lots dardar =D
matter 2: my bro n my good frienz quarrel..hais..tink they 2 still nvr get tinks work out..hais..dunno wad to do oso..c them liddat..i feel so sad..hais..jus hope tinks between them get better soon..
matter 3: needa get some sleep n chiong assignment soon..!!! NO TIME LIAO..!!!
matter 4: jobless again..sian..i wan get a job..!!!
hahaz..ok la..dunno wad to post le..when i tot of it..den i post ba..hee..ani wae..will be uploading soem photo of mi n dardar soon..watch out for it..hee =D
3:32 PM
Friday, December 08, 2006
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haiz..another sad day..
early in the day..dardar 4get wad i sae last nite..haiz
after tt..dardar at wds onli care abt her youtube show..din even bother to reply mi when she c my msg..haiz
when goin home, i ask her hu msg her..she jus reply "nth"..haiz..if there is nth to hide..can't u tell mi?haiz
den todae when she on bus..she nvr call mi when i ask her to..haiz..so sad
haiz haiz haiz haiz haiz
4get it la..i shall not restrict wad u do from todae onwards..since tt will onli make mi n u more sad n angry..do wadeva u wan ba..i gave u the trust again..jus hope u don broke it again..u noe wad i like n don like..if u wanna continue doin wad i dislike..den i oso got nth to sae ba..i try my best..haiz
5:15 PM
Thursday, December 07, 2006
hais..dunno wad to say liao..tired and wear out..Zzzzzzz with LOVE ; *
hmm..tis post is written while toking to dardar..........
2 tink tt a couple SHD do..
12:58 PM
Tuesday, December 05, 2006
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hmm..let's post abt last 2 days ba..
sat: met dardar at her mummy shop at noon..den went to her hse cos she 4get to take her ring..hahaz..den went to tiong for lunch while waiting for serene..so went to eat mac..had mcspicy..yummy..so nice..hee..after tt..cos still early ma..so we went to walk walk at tiong..went to comics connection..saw a veri nice pair of hp strap..a pair of dolphin..hee..so we bought it..one for her..one for mi..hee..after tt..we went over to expo..waited for roy..irene and serene..so long lo..hahaz..den spent abt 3hours at IT fair..but i din manage to walk all la..sian..after tt..we went to marina south for steamboat..but cos zhen fa alot of ppl..so we waited quite awhile lo..sian..n finally, we found a place to sit..den went to take food..took alot of the fried rice and noodle..so nice..hahaz..ate till ard 9+..went to billard centre to play billard..i lousy liao..sian..hahaz..play till goin 11..den faster go home liao..hahaz..when i change train..i jus sit down nia..den opp got one aunty vomit..cb..dammed eeew la..den i faster change sit..smelly la..den had some slp on the train..alight at tanah merah..jus nice..i come out of the station..my bus come..hee..den went home le..watch awhile tv..den went to slp le..hahaz
sun: nth much happen tt day..went to library to do my assignment..den went to bugis street to buy shirt..hee..got one more new shirt..keke..k la..nth much to post oso..shall post another day..cya =D
2:36 AM
Saturday, December 02, 2006
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wad a bad day todae..todae is jus not my day la..early in the morning dardar wanted to broke her promise of coming to my hse..but then she did come la..den after tt..took my pay..went to the market buy some stationary for dardar den go eat lunch wid dardar..den while eating..somehow dardar sae sth tt broke my heart la..can't exactly tell wad issit..but jus felt my heart veri de pain..hais..den after tt..no mood la..went to the library..dardar jus bz wid her book..den i there walking ard alone la..den ard 1.30, send dardar to sch..den i went home..after dardar dismiss..she msg mi a few..den went to slp on the bus la..hais..den when she alight..we chat again la..den reach home le..we quarrel la..hais..tt was 6plus..quarrel till 8plus..hais..so sad..my heart so pain..den at the wedding dinner..all the food sux la..either too plain or too salty..screw my shark fin wid too much vinegar oso la..sian 1/2..den while having dinner..msg dardar a few la..den dardar nvr reply a few of my msg lo..reason is becos she chatting wid irene..hais..maybe next time if i chatting wid other ppl..i shd nt reply her msg..c how she feel..hais..well, tt's onli say say nia la..i noe i cant bear to do it de..hais..wad can i do wid her weakness?jus hav to get use to it n get over it ba..tired of keep quarreling le..i can sae alot alot..but if she herself don bother to improve on it..i oso cant do ani tink de..she not happy wid mi..oso dowan sae..wan keep everything to herself..is telling some1 esp ur dardar tt u r not happy tt difficult?well, i did it..but did u?hais..jus let fate decide our relationship ba..if we were meant to last..we will last..tt's wad i believe la..
Lesson learnt of the day: nvr eva promise some1 ni tink when u could not do it..n once u hav promise it..make sure u do it..if u don..sth bad jus gonna happen..maybe now, maybe tml..maybe ani time..rmb tis =D
4:27 PM
wiishh uponn tha stars. *
wallet
sound system
my own atm card
shoes
clothing
contact lens
memories of us.*
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