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Sunday, September 24, 2006

ha..somehow, tis blog become a place where i shout out all my sadness le ba =(
realli kinda sad todae lahz..somehow dunno y

dardar..i noe if u c tis, u gonna cry again..
but somehow, i realli don wanna hide my feeling..
jus lyk how i tell u not to hide ur feeling..

tis morning u msg mi..
but im realli too tired, so i jus reply back ur msg..
but after each msg, i din get ani reply le..
guess u r sleeping on the bus or has alrd reach sch le ba..

den in the afternoon,
when i call u, u sae u wud call mi back ltr..
but u din..
honestly, i was abit de sad..

when u msg mi in the afternoon,
sorri i show u attitude..
i shdn't hav..
but dardar, next time jus at least gave mi a msg..hao ma?
i noe it is kinda difficult for u to tok in ur instructor car, but at least a msg to tell mi..kk?
rather than mi at home worrying abt u..

den when u release frm work le..
u msg to tell mi selina went to find u..
den after a few msg..no reply le
call u oso chat less than a few min..hang up le
hais..guess tonight u wun be msging or calling mi le ba?
but still i hope u wud..
at least a word to tell mi tt u hav gone to slp le..
jus a msg to tell mi tt u still tink of mi b4 u slp..
i realli hope u wud do tt... =S

guess im still a failure stead ba..getting upset over trival matter lyk all tis
till now, i hav alwiz been the one complaining..but nvr hear u complaining abt mi..
hais..u noe mahx?i realli wanna noe how u tink, ur thoughts..wad unhappiness u hav in ur heart..
if u don tell mi, i wun get to understand u more..

dardar, when i sae i wanna be wid u forever,i meant it..
i realli wanna hold ur hand tight n overcome ani obstacle awaiting us ahead
i noe i once told u tt i wan u to be urself..till now, i still hope u r still urself..
but while being urself, don neglect mi..hao mahx?

i noe i hav nva tell u wad life im goin thru..i never eva tell u wad my life is in my family..
im jus a child w/o ani love frm my parent..
but when i met u..u realli brought colour into my life..
cos i noe u realli love mi..n tt's all i needed to noe..

i realli love u..n im jus too afraid to lose u..
our time together may not be much but i realli cherish every sec n min wid u..
i noe im not a humorous nor romantic person...
but everydae, i realli m trying my best to make u happy n making u my little princess..

dardar..i realli love u..
don eva leave mi alone in tis cruel world......

~weemeng love vivien 184~

with LOVE ; *
3:04 PM