Saturday, December 23, 2006
with LOVE ; *
argh! fuck up for 2days..
early in the morning made dardar sad..hais..how stupid of mi..sometime i realli ask myself..y do i alwiz pick a quarrel wid dardar? hais..if i don pick a quarrel wid her..maybe we would be more happy..but Y DO I ALWIZ PICK A QUARREL WID HER? so stupid of mi rite?IM STUPID..hais..den actually plan to go out wid meimei de..n cos becos of tis..i told my meimei sae todae cant make it..hais..sorri mei..
later in the day..went to novena to look for dardar..n guess wad?i took one hour jus to travel there..sian..n guess wad?im dammed suai la..took the 14..so fucking hot la..plus the tv mobile is off la..den whole bus lyk so dammed quiet..lyk a dead bus liddat lo..sian..wan slp..cant slp..wan watch show..cant watch..hais..msg dardar..but no reply..more sian..hais..den actually suppose to meet dardar de mei to go out de..but her mei sae she dowan be lightbulb..so dowan join us..she found her frienz to go out wid..so din join us lo..after tt..mi n dardar went to orchard..shop awhile..den went to dardar's mum de shop..actually plan to eat finish dinner den go upstair do our oopg de..but we din do it after all..after dinner alrd 7plus le..plus irene call..sth happen la..den we rush down to paya lebar to find her..took cab somemore..n the uncle cheat our money la..i rmb taking frm tiong to dardar hse onli cost ard 50-70 cent plus normal charge la..but cb..the uncle charge ur 1.80 more plus normal charge..na bei..but guess wad..when we go down..the 2 of them ok liao..sian 1/2..den after roy n irene had their dinner..cos i dowan too late go home..so we went up to roy shi guan to play mahjong..den everyone of us at least won 2round except irene..din won a single round..poor irene..lolx..but we oso poor tink la..she nvr win..we cant go..lolx..but in the end..she still nvr win..lolx..so after tt..we each took our own transport home la..
when i reach home..my mumy start kau bei kau bu..cb..tt's wad tt make mi most du lan..sae wad if i go out late tis sun..i next sun can 4get about goin out late liao..knn..u might as well ask mi go die..hello..im 17..goin 18 soon le lei..i cant even do wad i wan mahx?cb..i wan hav my own freedom..i wanna be lyk wad other teenages is..tis is my once in a lifetime youth lei..knn..u don hav ur youth..but i wan mine..u got no rights to steal mine?don force mi to my limit..i tell u..i wanna be lyk other teenages hu can stay out late..i wanna do wad other teenages is doin..can't i?my frienz all can stay late..but i cant..everytime when they wanna stay late..i told them i cant..den becos not enough ppl..all go home..is lyk..im spoiling the fun for everyone lo..hais..but u tink i wan mehz?i dowan too..u noe?i wanna stay out late too..but i can't..i don hav a choice..hais..i noe parent wanna care about they child alot..but they shd oso noe tt..teenages will rebel..the more u control them..the more they wanna rebel..if u loosen ur control abit..maybe they wun rebel tt much..do they even realize tis?hais..sometime i realli wish i could die now..n hopefully someone c wad i write here..make it a warning to my parent n all the parent out there..GAVE UR CHILD SOME FREEDOM..BEFORE THEY DO SOMETHING TT WILL MAKE U LOSE THEM FOREVER..N TILL THEN..DON REGRET..COS IT'S U, PARENT HU FORCE THEM TO TAKE THE STEP THEY TAKE........................
arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
4:38 PM
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